:D

2011-05-05T01:27:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Daddy (:

oh.. how I wish yew were still physically here so that I could wish yew personally and get a "Thank You" back.

I miss things in the past that I can't relive.

I regret things that I wish I would have done or at least taken the opportunity to try.

Yet, no matter what happened, ~~people~~ I, take things for granted.

2010-12-27T12:53:00.002+08:00

"Things are just things - they have no power to hurt or to heal. Only people can do that. And we can all choose whether to be hurt or healed by the people who love us."
-Kerry

2010-12-27T12:27:00.002+08:00

What a dream last night..
funny yet it left me with a beam in my heart. :D

told baby before I went back to sleep (hoping I could see the ending)
guess not ):

We've been through days when we are fat, tonned, slim, plump, chubby..
i'd never stop being your nom nom partner (:

try to create that image of being my future santa claus husband again LAH.

I'm not afraid of that future, I'm only afraid of not having you in my future

~True love never dies, it only continues to grow (: ~

2010-12-24T11:12:00.001+08:00

Im gonna use this the next time. :p
I'll win for sure.

(credits to Abigail Law -maybeicould.tumblr.com)

2010-12-23T11:53:00.002+08:00

"Whatever u have, b grateful 4 it! Even if u have nothing, be grateful u're alive! Believe in urself. Nobody is stopping u. Have a goal. Survive!"
-Mike Powel

(:

Gifts are not supposed to be expensive,
they are supposed to represent whats in your heart (:

So baby, get something that means something OKAY ?
i think Crabtree & Evelyn is enough. I'm loving it loads.
As much as my pillow, necklace, duckie, Cupido, Big Bear, little pooh, piglet, long gone braclet, etc.
PLEASE DO NOT SPEND for we shall enjoy ourselves in SG <3
LISTEN TO ME!!! :/ Later i get angry OH!

2010-12-22T10:08:00.002+08:00

As much as I love you baby, please don't buy anything expensive (:

I really mean it okay!!
I predict the stuff you're gonna buy,
whether you're gonna buy it or not, DON'T ! :D

i love you & i just want an awesome time for us. NOTHING MORE :D

okays. (: 24th baby~ <3

2010-12-21T11:25:00.004+08:00

I kept wondering why I love christmas so much.
I mean, there was a time I used to dislike Christmas cause it never turned out right for me.
But now, I'm loving it every time its close by or just a month before the day itself.
Is it because it resembles stars?
And my friends know how much I LOVE stars.

or maybe because of the presents?
But everytime I look at the tree,
I get this super warm feeling.
YEAH, i know not many people may feel it,
maybe they are going through a rough time,
but I just wish that all of you can enjoy it as much as me :D

thus, that is why, presents exists XD
we share joy, laugher and love through it.
Thats why they say, its the thought that counts.
& with the presents, I hope I can share my love towards this occassion to you all :D

and even a warm greeting would mean so much, right? :D

I guess its just all the love I'm getting from everyone
and especially this one special person every year (:

anyway,
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE (:

love you all <3

2010-12-17T10:34:00.000+08:00

SIGH! XMAS.
FEW MORE HOURS till i declare FREEDOM!!

meanwhile, do enjoy this guy's awesome voice :D

2010-12-16T21:21:00.003+08:00

Do that exactly before 2pm tomorrow (Friday 17/12/2010). OKAY?
please?
I'll even pay you?
CRUDDDDD...
= =
FML

2010-12-16T15:55:00.002+08:00

baby is so cute (:

our fb convo :

Baby: Lou pohh...
Lou pohhhhhh..... Lou pohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....

Me: Yes?

Baby: Lu manyak hokk (kamu byk hot)

Me: Hahahahahaha!!

Baby: =D

Me: Babbbyyyyyyyy!

Baby: Yes?

Me: :3 tupik

Baby: Wahlaoooo =(

Conversations with love :P

2010-12-16T11:33:00.002+08:00

FOR YOU BABY ♥

2010-12-15T17:07:00.000+08:00

Because of this, I'm gonna watch GLEE after my last paper :D

2010-12-15T16:25:00.001+08:00

ICT is so boring I CAN SLEEP.

can I haz a brek now? :/

ZOMG ZOMG ZOMG.
==

fudd ICT!
seriously.
someone help me cheat or take the exam :B

HEH!!!
thankgooodneess tonight I may have a little relax time.
:/
after FRIDAY it is OVER XD
yipeee~~

see how boring this sub is until I AM TOO FREE TO BLOG
zomg.

): FML. seriously.

2010-12-15T09:43:00.003+08:00

*no one else but me and you....
nothing I would rather do...
but hold you all through the night
UNDER MY TREE...
kiss under the mistletoe....
keep the music nice & low..
I wish that santa could be here to seeeeeee...*
-NSYNC - Under my tree~

ZOMG.

this was the song that was playing in my head before I sleep
& the moment I woke up this morning = ="

HOW LONG MORE TILL XMASSSSSS???!!!

seriously can't wait :D

& i've received my first PRESSIE~ ZOMG. i love xmas

2010-12-14T10:51:00.002+08:00

christmas! CHriStmaS! CHRISTMAS!!!

zomg! :D

Its coming sooooooonnn!! XD XD

But sheet! I've still got one paper left ):

the Christmas songs & feeling & celebration etc
is killing my mood to study :/

DAMN YOU ICT!!!

better be worth all my time that i could use for Christmas shopping. SIGH! :3

back to em' stinky books now ):

Ahh.. NSYNC. old school :D

New school? LOL :D but its good!
Saw this when Bei Er posted it :D so sankiu for sharing it on FB XD

NOW...books. ENLIGHTEN me... can? :/

2010-12-13T13:18:00.002+08:00

Baby's bubu :p
He forgot to take this song out that he wanted to sing to me for Xmas :D
Awww... (: soo sweeettttt. I'm lovin this song right now & I cant stop playing it. bleh

A few more days left till my last paper & finally I can kiss semester 1 year 3 goodbye and off to my last sem unless I decide to take another minor. bleh.

well, studying is still better than working for now :D

Gonna do my internship really soon. guess I'll be skipping KL trip :/
bye shoppinggggg..!

2010-12-09T18:16:00.006+08:00

Pretty good song :D

(gotta listen in the site cause Sony Music Entertainment blocked it in our country ): )

http://www.pauladeanda.com/node/902

Kinda miss Paula Deanda's songs. :/

Caryn Ling Zhia Lin :p for yew. hope yew likey~

okay. he was cute in Paula Deanda's walk away song :p~
(guy in Cap)
He's one Madonna's dancers too.
& Broadway dancer :D
CUTE SMILE XD XD XD ZOHMAIGAWD!

anyway, Seth Stewart is HOT! :p

HEHEHE :p sorry again baby !

2010-12-09T18:16:00.001+08:00

Pretty good song :D

Download: Paula DeAnda Roll The Credits iM1

Kinda miss Paula Deanda's songs. :/

Caryn Ling Zhia Lin :p for yew. hope yew likey~

2010-12-09T09:24:00.002+08:00

Have yew heard Nikki Minaj's Your Love? :D

Baby found Chris Brown's version XD SUPER LIKE LAHHHH~~ XD

Now everytime I hear this song.. I'm imagining that He (BABY) is singing it tuh me :D
aweshum :p

2010-12-03T10:22:00.000+08:00

say hello to my new study song! xixi :D

2010-12-02T10:07:00.007+08:00

Yesterday night was date night!
so happy....
seee ---> XD

Went to watch Tangled and twas really good.
Didn't expect much from an old fairy tale. XIXI :B

Lovin' the horse, cameleon and OLD MAN :D so cute.
Told baby i want an Old man as a pet.
Watch it and you'll definitely know why and want one too!

Was wondering why the face & voices were so vaguely familiar.

The voice of Rapunzel is by Mandy Moore O.O
and Zachary Levi (from Chuck) :D
(okay, we didn't guess the voices right :/ we thought it was casts from GLEE - -)

See the similarities ? XD

HANDSOME DOHHHH!!! :B ~

ohmaigawdsofugginkooottt!

he looks good with short hair & sometimes with the whole ruggered beard thang (like above). :D~
TOO MUCH BEARD and he looks like sante claauuuzzz.. :/

HEWOOO HANSHUMM :D

hubbs gonna keeeel meeee :p

xixi. okay, zach's shaved & unshaved look beats Dwayne Johnson's... FOR NOW :p
FASTER is out XD so wanna catch that. XIXI!

studeh timeeee...

2010-11-29T12:02:00.000+08:00

(Chorus)
I don't know what is it but
I Love you (x3)
I don't know what you do but
I love you
Oooh baby

(Verse 1)
Baby I don't know what it is but you drive me crazy
And every time I'm around you girl it feels amazing
And I'm on my best behavior when I'm with my baby
Cause I can't lose my baby...

(Hook)
I done met a lot of girls in my life but they not like you
Nooooooooooo
I done been with the best, and
Baby you're the best of the best
You're the greatest.

(Chorus)
I don't know what it is but
I love you(x3)
I don't know what you do but
I love you(x3)
I don't know what it is but
I love you(x3)
I don't know what you do but
I love you

Oooh Baby

(Verse 2)
Baby
When you're gone all I do is think about my baby
I'm so gone off your loving I don't know why
Maybe it's the way you love me, hold me, kiss me
Cause Baby I...

[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/i-love-you-lyrics-chris-brown.html ]

(Hook)
I done met a lot of girls in my life but they not like you
Nooooooooooo
I done been with the best, and
Baby you're the best of the best
You're the greatest.

(Chorus)
I don't know what it is but
I love you(x3)
I don't know what you do but
I love you(x3)
I don't know what it is but
I love you(x3)
I don't know what you do but
I love you
Oooh baby

(Bridge)
Whatever it is... I'm satisfied
I don't want you to ever change
Cause Baby you got me and that's no lie
I'ma stay right here with my baby and I don't know why

(Chorus)
I don't know what it is but
I love you(x3)
I don't know what you do but
I love you(x3)
I don't know what it is but
I love you(x3)
I don't know what you do but
I love you

Oooh baby...

2010-11-29T10:51:00.002+08:00

Taking responsibility,
making the right choices,
doing whats right,
and..
enjoying life at the same time (:

Part of GROWING UP ~

How time have passed and we are all grown up.
Studying hard like we should and partying when we deserve our "ME" time.

Soon we would be so far away from each other,
yet, the strong bonds are the ones that keep us together :D

2010-11-26T15:36:00.000+08:00

NICE SONG :D :D
xixixi~~

2010-11-22T10:59:00.002+08:00

Have you ever felt like you could turn back time?
Erase and remove all the wrongs you've made, either if it was a bad decision, or something you said, or something you didn't?
Whether it was a move you made that made you regret?

There are always thoughts like these especially if I made my baby sad, angry or frustrated with my own temper or fault. BLAH.
Then, he'd always let me win - which I'd never feel good about.

But these incidents always teach us lessons. Yet, even after everything, we forget and do it again (example, ME).

Without them happening, you'd never be where you are today. Good or bad, you are always the leader of your life :D

No matter how bad you think life is, as long as you make the next right move, you'd change your life instantly XD

Two Christmases ago, I actually made one right move after many wrong moves. (: And although I have gone through some ups and downs, but my life has never been so UP THERE :D :D *Hellowww from up here* YEP. On cloud 20
(Upgrade edi)

Gonna go back to what I do best, eat, sleep and procrastinate :D SUPER!

I miss you KOALAS! (:

2010-11-20T19:27:00.003+08:00

I'm going for a date tonight!! (:

Although I may not be perfect, but thank you for making me look perfect :D

Skyline tonight.
Asked Stella to help buy when she purchase our Megamind tickets XD
Its a reward for staying up and helping me with my ICT assignment when he has work the next day.

My Superman! ~

Can't wait for Christmas, eventhough I know the present I'm getting for him wouldn't be as much :/

I LOVE CHRISTMAS (:

251207 ~

Gonna continue doing my take home exam.
OH I'm doing it super slow. SIGH. 4 more days. :/

PS: Sis & Gwen are coming back XD looking forward to this coming weekend!

2010-11-19T09:21:00.003+08:00

I know that everyone would go through shit someday, or some may feel like its everyday. :/
here's a song for yew guys & myself at times too~ XD

Marching On

For those days we felt like a mistake
Those times when loves what you hate
somehow
we keep marchin on

For those nights that i couldn't be there,
I've made it harder to know that you know
That somehow
We'll keep movin' on

There's so many wars we fought
There's so many things we're not
But with what we have
I promise you that
We're marchin' on
We're marchin' on

There's so many wars we fought
There's so many things we're not
But with what we have
I promise you that
We're marchin' on
We're marchin' on

So many hills we had to climb
almost without our strength
but we kept
slowly marchin on

Time heals the wounds we couldnt close
blood sweat and tears dried up
we're okay
we kept marchin on

There's so many wars we fought
There's so many things we're not
But with what we have
I promise you that
We're marchin' on
We're marchin' on

There's so many wars we fought
There's so many things we're not
But with what we have
I promise you that
We're marchin' on
We're marchin' on

Get your legs and walk
cause we're not too far
a little more to go
but we're marchin on
we marchin on
we marchin on
we marchin on
we marchin

If we lose the sun we couldnt deny that
If we go the wind we gotta fight back
but we marchin on
we marchin on
we marchin on
we marchin

The bridges are gone
and we're almost home
the end is close

There's so many wars we fought
There's so many things we're not
But with what we have
I promise you that
We're marchin' on
We're marchin' on

There's so many wars we fought
There's so many things we're not
But with what we have
I promise you that
We're marchin' on
We're marchin' on

Greatest mummeh. ♥

2010-11-09T09:36:00.002+08:00

An overdued post.
I've been meaning to say this, although, I could never say it right in front of her (too shy to express emotions).
Hey mummeh, I ♥ you. (:

Why? You're the strongest person I know.
Who loves your children right down to core,
with all the stress we put on you,
handling all financial means and everything else (family and business),
the roles meant for two and more, you are doing it on you own.
How you handle things may be different, may be "safe" and possibly different from how daddy would,
but we appreciate it although we do not show it, every single bit.

We wouldn't have learned if you hadn't done what you've did.

Independent as you are, you never once asked for a lot,
just love, care, respect and at least attention and recognition of deeds,
For what you have done so far, I can tell you that I've noticed all that,
and despite my needs and wants, you've given a whole lot, plus love.
I'd do my best to give you what you deserve, need and possibly want.
Being the youngest, penniless (not earned by my own two hands) less intelligent,
I'd be your driver, chaffeur, a lousy & lazy maid, your bell girl (carry all the heavy things I can at least carry with my two hands), your little best friend and overall, your daughter.

So far, I do not know what else can I do for you right now, but I'm doing my best to study hard and get grades that are good enough and learn about life at the same time.
I may be naive at my age, a slow learner,
but I hope that being with you, especially on weekends could at least get some of those street smarts rubbed onto me (Not the dirt) :D

Nevertheless, I just want to say,
for all the times
you stayed up worried when I was sick,
woke up when I wasn't home,
woke up when to feed me some medicine, water and shower me with love,
didn't wake me up when I needed my sleep (and when we had activities planned),
cleaned the house,
cleaned my trash,
fed me, clothed me, financed me,
kept me in school,
gave me advices when I need them and maybe don't need (maybe useful in the future),
and gave me life (:

So, I'm just telling you,
I'd do what I can, just to make you happy mummeh (:
And just to let you know that "you were not born to suffer",
you were born to give love, life, hope, peace, family and to be loved.

And I am amazed at all the great deeds you've done.
I may not be a strong believer of God.
But I believe that He made us alive to experience your love,
and to share it with others

Happy (belated) Birthday ♥
I hope that after reading this, you'd know how much you're sincerely, deeply appreciated. (:

2010-11-09T09:31:00.000+08:00

Baby You're a firework, c'mon let your colours burst. :D

AWesome song (:

2010-11-04T09:04:00.001+08:00

Doing my assignment while listening to this song = awesome!! :D :D :D~

2010-11-02T13:01:00.003+08:00

♫

Boy you gimme a feeling I've never felt before, & I deserve it , I think I deserve it..
Its becoming something its impossible to ignore...

I was wondering maybe, could I make you my baby,
WE COULD DO THE UNTHINKABLE,
would it make us look crazy...?

♥

Americas Best Dance Crew Season 5 Nationals Episode 8/Week 5 Usher Chall...

2010-10-19T16:20:00.000+08:00

USHER & DANCING = AMAZINGGGG.

Americas Best Dance Crew ABDC Season 5 Usher Week 5 - Blueprint Crew

2010-10-19T16:11:00.000+08:00

2010-09-04T17:49:00.002+08:00

Currently listening to :
Bruno Mars- Just the way you are ♥

Stressful semester ): SIGH! Received a lot of work due in at least one week.
What better way to train myself to procrastinate lesser this time around.

RAWR.

Blogged to take my mind of S T R E S S !
The two Koalas are back!
Miss yew guys so much lor :D
Hope to finish most of everything
THEN,
head for movie with the KOALAS!
fingers crossed! less than 5 hours!

2 weeks plus more till I get my baby!
YES! I AM SO EXCITED, ECSTATIC!
No word can desribe how I feel right now~

This week have been a VERY busy week for me. I'm constantly tired, REALLY tired until I forget things. I even forget that I'm on the road driving.
Until my eyes are too tired to see at night.
Yeah, very scary.
When I take my nap, I oversleep ):
I plan to sleep for 2 hours, then I'd oversleep until 5. I didn't even realise the alarm rang, or went off.

After Monday I'd be more free, but my sista will be back in SG ):
& thenn, i'll see her on RAYA! ♥

I gotta stop talking to myself in my head. :3
Tee hee. But i think Baby thinks its cute ~
My WORKING MAN!
He's getting A LARGE NUMBER OF FLIRTS :~
but, he is a very good looking person, and I'm not.
and the fact that he is a very sociable, funny and sweet person.
BLAH.
If not, how did you think I fall for him? LOL. I ended up being the one who chased him lor ~ HAHAHA.
Sweet lehhhh :p

2010-08-28T19:37:00.003+08:00

Where did my love go? Or where exactly has it been to?

Anger won the battle last night.

I cannot keep letting these short fuses of mine go off to the one i love.
Yet, its uncontrollable.
It happens when I grow closer to ONE, i give and receive, shared and care.

I hoped that I was understood, yet i never realize that i was the one who misunderstood.
Truly enough, saying is always easier that doing it, but it doesn't mean i wouldn't try to outcome it.

It is not fair for him to go through all these blow outs when he has done nothing but showed me his 'version' of care and love.

I keep telling myself to not expect too much when sometimes he only can give what he can.
And sometimes too much can make someone (like me) become very selfish, needy, and controlling.
Yes, I admit, i would always win an arguement.He had said sorry for the 10th billionth time last night and I told myself after driving home, THATS ENOUGH OF MY ATTITUDE!

I cannot win every single thing. (And no baby, you're not stupid).
A million times I've wanted to let go of things because of my selfishness, yet, I know if it was you, you wouldn't have.

I cannot let go for something that he knows i can let go or change.

Tonight is another night, and soon, there would not be nights or days like these.
I've gotta make things right, now or never- right?

Be patient with me baby, I know you've always have. (:

We have future plans, and I know we will go through everything to achieve it :D

2010-08-26T00:05:00.000+08:00

Hands over my head thinking "what else could go wrong"?
Wouldve stayed in bed, how can a day be so long?
Never believed that things happen for a reason
But how this turned out, you moved all my doubts, So believe
That for you I'll do it all over again
Do it all over again
All I went through, led me to you
So I'd do it all over again
For you

I missed the first train, stood out in the rain, all day
Little did I know
When I caught the next train, there you were to sweep me away
Guess thats what I've waited for
Never believed that things happened for a reason
But how this turned out, you moved all my doubts, So believe
That for you I'd do it all over again
Do it all over again
All I went through, led me to you
So I'd do it all over again

(Ohh) Who ever thought a day gone so wrong, would turn out so lovely?
Im so glad I found you
Even though the day went so wrong, I wouldnt change a thing (yeah, yeah, oh I'd do it)
I'd do it all over again
Do it all over again
All I went through, led me to you
So I'd do it all over again (yeah, yeah ohhh)
I'd do it all over again (I'd do it all over, I'd do it all over)
Do it all over again (I'd do it all over for you, for you)
all I went through, led me to you (all I went through, it led me to you)
so Id do it all over again (over again)

Who ever thought a day gone so wrong, could turn out so lovely ohh
Who ever thought a day gone so wrong, could turn out so lovely

Nothing special

2010-08-22T17:25:00.003+08:00

I was just wondering today,
at the same time i was talking to my mum about how when I was still small,
I hid at the back while my dad was up front waiting to pick my mum.
The both of us made a pact to cheat my mum that I wasn't in the car.
We both giggled as we reminisce that moment and I laughed at her silly reaction.

Just another mother-daughter day out (:

It got me thinking how much my dad means to me within that 16 years of my life and how lucky that many others got to see their fathers for many more years. How they experience the love of their fathers. How jealous I am to know that their father are there to protect them when they need it, when they are there when others bring home boyfriends, or to just share that father-daughter/son talks and jokes and special moments like fishing and what not.

Some not so lucky people would envy those who actually had time with their fathers.

Maybe some fathers may not be the perfect father you'd expect to see in movies. But you cannot compare. They are still family, your father and they love you in their own way.

Eventhough the your whole life, you'd think your family doesn't love you, expect to understand you, but have anyone once thought of them? How they feel, how they were brought up, how they perceive things?

No one is to be blamed for some parents being narrow-minded or old-fashioned or traditional. If you give up trying to just give time to try and understand them, or let them understand you, nothing will change.

Nobody said its going to be easy, but if you are willing to try and pursue it further, things can change.

I wasn't as close as I was with my mum back then. I lost a dad to gain a relationship with my mum. That shouldn't happen with anyone else. Not that I do not enjoy this relationship now, but it should've happened long ago, even with my dad.

I still miss my dad, and thinking about what could've been makes me sad.
Knowing that I do not even have a single picture of me and my dad besides when I was a baby, makes me even more sad. I have nothing to look back to in my teen age years and say, hey, this was my dad and me when we.........

So, anyone who is reading this, no matter how much you loathe being around your family, at least give them a chance (:

2010-08-16T11:46:00.002+08:00

And they say..
True friends won't weaken the bond they are even if problems occured, distance came between them and also love.
Even if, everything around them changed,
It wouldn't matter because they would be the same person you were friends with.

Even if they changed,
The part that made your friendship so strong was from the bond build by two.

Its funny how a problem or situation faced by people can just ruin one's friendship.
It alters it in a way that when it happens, nothing can be the same anymore.
That during and after a certain matter in life would show what are they capable of, and what you mean to them as they are to you.

That is why, we create new things in life, even friendship. Even if they were the same people, but we break down the bond, to build a new friendship.

Yet, its never the same anymore.

2010-08-05T10:44:00.005+08:00

What stays the same?

Some say things stay the same..

But when people change, things are different.

So, how can you say that things can remain the same.

Even if you say pictures stay the same, now can be photoshopped. Doesn't that mean the original picture that was edited, handled or tempered IS the same picture you or anyone else took. It becomes different eventually. Not a big difference, maybe just a little. Still, it IS a change.

Well, the only thing that remains the same are your memories of the very day. No doubt it will never change. Based on how well you remember it the way you want it to. (:

R e m i n i s c e -

2010-07-01T02:03:00.001+08:00

Do you remember the nights we
Stayed up just laughing
Smiling for hours at anything?
Remember the nights we
Drove around crazy in love?

When the lights go out
We'll be safe and sound
We'll take control of the world
Like it's all we have to hold on to
And we'll be a dream

Do you remember the nights we
Made our way dreaming
Hoping of being someone big?
We were so young then
We were too crazy in love

When the lights go out
We'll be safe and sound
We'll take control of the world
Like it's all we have to hold on to
And we'll be a dream

When the lights go out
(And when the lights go out)
We'll be safe and sound
(We'll be safe and sound)
We'll take control of the world
Like it's all we have to hold on to
And we'll be
(And we'll be)

When the lights go out
(And when the lights go out)
We'll be safe and sound
We'll take control of the world
Like it's all we have to hold on to
And we'll be a dream

♥

2010-06-15T18:35:00.002+08:00

Times like these, you'd wish that it could be as easy and simple.

A whole new definition of friendship right here (:

2010-04-14T22:55:00.003+08:00

MAD FUN VS. TURN OFF

GOLD COAST IS LIKE THE BEST THING EVER!!!!

I'll update about that with pictures when I get back.

Seriously, WET & WILD + MOVIEWORLD

THE BEST YOOOOOOOOOO!!!

SUPERMAN RIDE...

i googled this cause I can't upload it yet~

I have the pics from the ride.

cost $15 for 1.. $27 for 2

haha. so memorable.

OKAY.

TO THE....

TURN OFF PART.

BESIDES LOSING MY BRACELET

I JUST REALISED I'VE LOST MY DKNY

FRESH BLOSSOM PERFUME!!

and today is OUR anniversary,

he got me a cute love bug card that i absolutely love

yet i got pissed off at him for not deciding a specific eating place after walking pass eating restaurants for a few times. :3

okay, i know, my bad ):

BUT i was worried we couldn't grab a bite at all cause shops close at 5.30pm

and eating places close at 9 to 10?

and it was really late already..... AND AND AND... these restaurants are SO BLARDY EXPENSIVE. he wanted to eat ITALIAN, JAPANESE FOOD...etc..

cheapest is like $19 for one meal excluding drinks.

SUBWAY also tak mau makan. so how?

end up makanlah PIZZA. = ="

I felt really bad. but I guess my head wasn't in the right place till he said

"I'm sorry, i thought , since it was just THE TWO OF US, we could just go to a romantic place to eat"

AWWWW... sheet ):

IM SUCH A PARTY POOPER as usual.

sigh

NOW,AFTER CHECKING my stoopid luggage,

i cant find my PERFUME~~ D';

SUPER SAD NOW.

okay, I'm officially an evil person..

hello. bracelet for our 2 year anniversary.. GONE

Perfume ALSO from our 2 year anniversary ..GONE

I CHECKED the room before leaving leh.

NO SIGN of LEFT BEHIND THINGS.

huhuhuuhuuu~~~ );

!@#(*&#!*#@!()*

T___________________T

RAAAAHHHH.. GAHHHH...BLAHHHHH~~

cb
damn my luck.

sigh. everything will be FINE tomorrow. (:

i hope. ):

2010-04-09T13:07:00.005+08:00

I WANNA BE A BILLIONAIRE~

A person can only dream, right? :D

Going for this trip makes me wish I had more money~ :3
LEAVING IN A 2 HOURS.
then I'll say ' Hello Destination in 13 hours? '
Sheett. Thats LOOONG! = ="

Can't wait though. I'm preoccupying myself by blogging.
Yeah, I know I haven't been blogging for super long.
I'm trying to improve my English yet again.
So, I'm starting from here.
Sadly, I won't be enjoying my trip 100% cause I've gotta do my assignment there. ):

OHHHHH WELLL.
I MISS THE KOALAS ALREADY.
AND THIS TOO ):
COME BABY... LET'S GO!!!

2010-03-11T12:52:00.002+08:00

LOL

fuuuuuhhhnnnnnnieeee~

Dwayne Johnson is the best :D

besides my baby. harrrr~~

say hello to my first update of 2010

TeehEe~ (TM Sharon Kho)

2009-11-23T14:21:00.002+08:00

FULL OF LOVE

♥

I KNOW I'M SUPPOSED TO BE STUDYING KAY?

:D

but I'm filled with love.

KFC love. how?

tee hee. My sweetest sis in the whole wide world went through all the trouble to TAPAO food for me and baby :D nyum nyum nom!

she has been extra extra nice during my exam period XD
like texting me in the morning to study! hoho~

after exam i sayang yew balik kay? :D

owh yeah, && Thank yew Grace, Gwen, Joanne, & Stella for accompanying her , wasting ur time..

& Joanne for having to walk 297 meters to the canteen to deliver to us,
and also for the yummy ,pretty cupcakes! XD

Good luck wishes
from everybody :D

& Steph also for the Consumer Behaviour tips that I'm going to get in a minute after i blog,

&& everybody lahhh XD

eee... I'm filled with fatty love & happiness oi~
me likey!
later i go gym exercise it off. XD
if nootttt... i bear hug yew guys till penget!
mwahaha!

CAN'T WAIT TILL FINALS END!
baby is having his 2nd paper now~
i know he can do it ~ cause he's my baby :D

♥

Good luck peeeeps!

i can't help to express my sincere gratitude over this ~

wo fei chang xi huan!
i like it a lot!
saya byk suka!
ngai an su kak (hakka a bit cacat)
wa cin su kak~
ngoi hou chung yi :D

lol~

2009-11-23T10:46:00.002+08:00

FINALS

Damn, its the time of the month again where everyone gets busy with
book flipping, knowledge cramming, memorizing, stretching,
all-nighters etc. = =" yeeeeesh. all that in a library or at home or even in McD.

Why am I suddenly here blogging?
Owh, cause i feel like blogging and typing to entertain myself from falling asleep
in the libraryyyy :3

U heard me, I'm in the library. Unbelievable I KNOW @ exactly 9am.
But I've been trying my best to keep my head on the book but thoughts of
BED, SLEEP, EAT, PILLOW was all i can think of.

Lazy, yes i know ~ always have been :D
If not, I wouldn't be ME anymore.

Baby is having his first paper. His second this afternoon.
Gosh, pray he does well. Have been pretty busy with his brother's wedding.

Mine's on Wednesday. XD
more time for me to study, less time for me to play~

Blah, i would love to say FUCK IT.. but
I'll fuck myself in the end if i screw my finals. LOL.

Life as a student sucks doesn't it?
But I'm pretty sure life sucks even more for those who are working :D

So, I shall enjoy my life as a student.
I think by doing so, I'm actually motivating myself ~

AHAHA. Damn, not really.
I think I need to lie down for thinking too much :P

okay~ Back to the books~ mmm.. Books~

MOTIVATE ME PEOPLE!!! :D :D :D

i need some lurveeeeeeeeee~ <3

anyways, if some student JUST SO HAPPEN TO PASS BY MY
ALREADY DEAD BLOG with COBWEBS & RUSTY posts etc etc...

GOOD LUCK TO YOU IF YOU'RE HAVING YOU'RE
MAJOR MAJOR MAJOR EXAM

sorry to bore you with words.

i can't help it. Its just, words cant be pretty unless they mean something.
If my post meant something to u, then it must be pretty :D ahah~

wheee... 7 more chapters to go.. XD
i think I'll cram 3 chapters today or 4 if I'm superGIRL

2009-09-25T23:35:00.016+08:00

Love is one's best company (:

I'm blogging at random.
or maybe cause
1 year 9 months ago,
love happened (:

anyway, while i was asleep - yet again, he cooked :D
now I'm hungry again.

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY BABY.

Sibu 19/09

Arrival..

Something I cannot NOT try... XD
its good i tell u...

The wedding..
Famous for their Swan statue??

A LOT OF PICTURES OF FOOD.
famous food in Sibu

mantou.. really good!

noodles.

HUGE WANTON!

kept eating this. must be some specialty in Sibu.

kampua mee.

wet kompia.

this is NOT NICE.. but i must say.. the food portion is HUGE!!!
Sibu's food portion is huge.
thats why some of the people there are actually OBESE.
:x no offense.

baby had to follow Sibu's 'Santa Claus'

kam guan walk over...

then come back...
=___________=

at Wisma Sanyan.

eee... Charlie Chaplin :P

went up to Damai a while with Stella.
omg. dam funny.
got lost. wtf.
:3
sigh... retards on the way up

in DAMAI :D
see.. i put this naughty baby to sleep.
XD
when we arrived, she went straight to my butt and placed her face there...
- -"
shows that my butt smells goooooooooodd!!
i wanna play go kart again~ :3 and laser tag and pool ...etc etc

&&&

IM STILL SHOE HUNTING.

no size
too expensive (Onitzuka brand)

rm300+ sigh

no size too
i was JUST TRYING. haha
made my leg manly~
some latest trend to have DUNK HI shoes.

cute. no size too.

no size again.

i never knew my feet shrank.
i never knew feets can shrink. LOL
found this online.
cute!
loll..
but im just looking for shoes.
CAUSE, i dont have casual shoes.
actually i do. baby said that they are like EMO BOYISH shoes. = ="
so i dont have any shoes besides my running shoes for nearly 2 years.
BLAH.
im not liking most of the shoes yet.
I'm still waiting for nicer ones.

feels weird going home EARLY. - -"

2009-09-16T03:23:00.001+08:00

Just perfect.

AHH... songs that I would just love to listen to and fall into a deep trance.
Baby, sing for me kay? :D

mm...there's more

2009-08-05T01:28:00.010+08:00

random update ~
just cause i feel like it.
gonna miss my holidays a lot~
seriously, my holidays were off from a bad start
but it got better later on.

gay shopping time ~

work

being a kid all over again.

commercial baby :D

i guess thats how baby turned gay ~

thats what you get for not updating anything of yours no more :P
pretty kan?

ibohlah marah~
i laughed like f**k :D

liquor lady.

ahh.. don't you feel like diving in?

:D

i love this photo ~
for more updates on this trip..
click here

sematan.
cute man he is :D

birthday @ the beach! (:

can't wait for the next trip to the beach!!

2009-08-02T20:30:00.003+08:00

PLKN 2007
credits to wendy wee :D

omg. wendy low posted pictures of PLKN.. and i wish i still had mine ):

u can see how PLKN is like in Betong.
partially~

this is pretty much all i had left...
miss them so much !

hahaa. Jylene. dont u miss PLKN :P
i know u dont ~ but dont u miss me? XD

just blogged for fun..
just cause i saw the pictures of PLKN.
):

2009-05-29T05:30:00.003+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~!!!

Stress much?

i seriously have to stop doing things last minute ):
I'm rushing my Macroeconomic assignment due at 4pm TODAY
and i just started YESTERDAY.
omg! - -"
seriously, BAD!

Hopefully i can hand it in ON TIME
then it will be my first GROUP assignment, done ALL BY MYSELF,
ON TIME :D
what a good combo, though im also hoping i do it right.
HARD TO UNDERSTAND LAH.
especially when im the BLUR BLUR TYPE )';

STELLA I NEED YOUR HELP~ BLAH~

this assignment actually needs A WHOLE LOT OF RESEARCH.
;3

Thank Gawd Mr.LengCai is accompanying me tonight ~
eventhough he's sleeping ~ heeee~
he made KOPI , bought me CHOCOLATES
all the purpose of fattening me up~ ;3
no la... CAUSE I LURVEEE CHOCOLATESS~~!

but at least its STILL better than doing it by myself :P
making him send mummy to work tmr~ bwahahar~
My Mr.LengCai

wish me luck people~~!!!

2009-05-24T20:44:00.027+08:00

Sweet Like Sugar :D

first of all,
CONGRATULATIONS
Mr. Jonathan Poh & April Hann
haha. married on the 28th of April ~ LOL

&&
Alleem & his wife (forgot her name lah = =)

okay, i know.
I've been long overdued with blogging. BLAH~

omg.. i just realised i have SHITLOADS OF PHOTOS.
can i not post them all up? :D
A visit to the "Hotelpital" or "Hostel" - -

LOL.
Cause of Stella's BIG SMELLY (already had her surgery cause of a growth instead of screw loose) FEET ~ ;3 smellyyy lahhhhh..

then, these two, taking over Papa Stella's bed ~ LOL.
playing with the remote for the bed,
going UP & DOWN so many times...
= ="

Then there was the Wheel Chair that was meant for Stella, but thenn....

Non-patients take over the bed. LOL.
Stella was forced to sit on the wheel chair.

Soo... in the end, this is what i get for visiting her....
):
okay la.. worth it la~

At night, another visit.
MOVIE TIME~
but she ended up ASLEEP~~~~!!
= ="

Baby brought speakers~

before that, she ate Cath's yummy food~ but VERY KIAM LA~
i feel like going botak
was only supposed to eat the meat, not the "KIAM CHAI"

Baby made me food~
XD XD XD
simple but soo dam YUMMY~!

Magenta's Salad :D
WAY BETTER. why?
less salty ~ harhar~

Movie @ Joanne's to watch THE UNINVITED.
but the disc ended up in the wrong cover. - -"

cant remember what we watched lar...
i rmb sth about FOOTBALL~

Made by baby.

Nacho dip :D

Then, i had to stay over my bro's house again.
But, i had lotsa company (:

Thanks Cath, Kim, Stella, Joanne, Melv & Godric for coming over.
Especially Joanne for sneaking out from her house at 2am in the morning :D
Watching "Homo-Erectus" LMAO~
The Unborn
The uninvited
& Playing games :D

NAH.... Godric KALAH~ wuwuwu~

Few days later, we went to mcD~

Coincidently, we wore same type of pants
but different colour.

My pants.
Red

Melv Pants. (Green)
Reff (Red) & baby's (green)

both hawaiian flower design.

Also, drinking XO, cj7, Kungfu Panda @ somewhere near Jubliee ground. ;3

Later to the arcade.

NOT MY FAULT :D im serious~

but then, good la. play until SIAO~ wooowooo~

Battle~

Dinner fully paid by Stella :D
THANK YOU VERY MUCH~

cause she was very happy a lot of ppl visited her in the hospital :D

Kena marah... ;s
LOL. kidding la..

CUTEST PICTURE LEH!!!

One day, we decided to go up to Jong's Crocodile Farm ~
The convo went like this...

"Eh, wanna go jong's crocodile farm o not?" "wan meh?" "can la..." "sure o not? feeding time what time leh?" "umm... 11am and 3pm" "on time o not" "wake up early lar.. eat cheng weii...." "okay okay..confirm ahh...." "yayayaya..." "OKAY!!"
after eating at Bishops Gate,
we tapao-ed this up.
:D FINALLY~
ticket lady angry la. cause we missed the feeding time ,
rm10 for the entrance fee PER PERSON.
soo, forget it la~

then someone suggested Ranchang pool coz VERY NEAR BA~
okie, it was an extra 10 miles away.. WOOO~

on our way up to Ranchang Pool :3 actually reached already.

so called very near~ = ="
BAHAHA :D
stella's driving skills ba.

:D HERE~
Everybody else left, so left us.
Then Gwen got hurt coz of "Cakey"
Bled real BAD~ until the fishies ran away too~
it was a real BIG BIG BUBU~
but baby said only small cut.

I ended up rushing him to stop doing what he was doing to carry her to land. HOHO.

i panicked lah , kay? SO MUCH BLOOOOOOODD~~!!!!!
water also tainted with her blood. ngehehe.

Ended up, (look above) incomplete.

& my name jadi "SU"

Silhouette

& pictures with Abi :D cute cute abi. tipsy that night. haha~
"lao pan de shen re ma"

Ipa // Soho.
Mojo

Another one of those days in mcD

LOL~

Tap Tap Some more lah~ HAHA :D

Anniversary~

My leng cai :D

BBQ
@ my sis in law's house

Pretty leh?

Mother-to-be.

Left: dance dance dance... Right: MUAH~

Presentation over :D i didnt have to do much ~ sit there "PAI SUI"
hahaha. my leng cai doing his thing in front~ WOOO~
"bergayanya"

Neh neh, not his best, but still there are always other presentations.. :D
still lots of love from ME~

Another random day,

"eyy.. where to go?"
"so sien la"
"go damai la..wan?"
"can can"
"but Cath going to Jo's house"
"nevermind, we go there still on the way"
"OKAYY!"

:D

THANKS STELLA PAPA for the drive up~
ahhahaa.
the only picture i have in my phone. ;3
the rest with Cath~
45 mins or less drive up.
half an hour in damai.
another 30 mins down. ~
lol
i love random moments~

mcD airport. scared of swine flu? NO WAY~ :P

TODAY~ BABY MAKE SPEGHETTI :D
more like fettuchini ~
HAPPY HAPPY~
lol

THE MAN OF THE YEAR
♥

i love you.

wont be blogging until the end of june :3
ASSIGNMENT & FINALS

fuh.
wish me luck~ :D

2009-05-05T02:01:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Daddy (:

to the greatest daddy in the world.

(in white)

i miss you.

RIP

Love always and forever,
daddy's little girl (:

2009-04-14T20:20:00.002+08:00

MOVIE MANIA~

I want to watch movies!

Please? ;3

17 again

Paul Blart : Mall Cop

Make It Happen

Splinter Movie

The Unborn

The Uninvited

G-Force

Dance Flick (HAHA MUST WATCHHHH!!! :D )

I love you, Man.

and lots more!!!!!
i cant wait lahhhhhh ):

BIG FAT SIGH!

GAHHH~
baby, watch with me?
Anyone care to join? :D

2009-04-09T01:16:00.002+08:00

(:

you.

i just miss you.
feel so distant though you're near.

guess I'm not putting enough effort
so that you'll put more effort.

;3

Funny how things are.

at times, i do feel unwanted.

Should i stay FAR FAR AWAY ~~to be MISSED MORE or~~ just to be MISSED?

Maybe i should, ey?

Perth or Adelaide? HM..

2009-04-08T23:54:00.005+08:00

GROWL

im hungry for noodles.

This is soo not happening.
But sadly, it is ):

Look at how good it is!!

AHH..Hungrynya..!

I want noodles now~
Mmmm..
Some one take me? Please? Anyone?

Haih..
Sticking to my LOW CARB DIET. ):

*Droooolsss*

;3

2009-04-07T22:28:00.003+08:00

ITCHY SCRATCH!

okay, i've been meaning to find out about this a few days ago.

Why do mosquitoes love to bite me?

okay, i found one that seems to be a reasonable answer.

"Mosquitoes are attracted by the carbon dioxide that we - and other
animals - exhale. They may also be attracted by various odors -
perfume, perspiration, lactic acid, detergents - that combine in
unique ways to make one victim more attractive than another as a
meal."

for more info, click here

Fck mosquitoes and their insatiable hunger for blood.


Oh yeah, I wanna watch this movie
called Obsessed :D



I can't wait till its out in Kuching.
Beyonce is in it ~ (;

okay, im hungry and tired.


But i need to practice on Excel - -"
stupid BIS!
and i havent started at all. DAMN MY LAZINESS!


I CAN'T WAIT TILL MS.SARAH COMES BACK ON FRIDAY AND MS.JYLENE ON SATURDAY :D yay!

with this post i leave u with a picture. cause Caryn wants to see my ugly face :D
"i love you babeh~ can't wait till you come back in June!! ~
remember our jogging date kay?"
I NEED A HAIRCUT.
but baby thinks my hair is nice.
he thinks everything is FINE,OKAY,NICE, - no problem.

how can...

2009-03-30T15:03:00.003+08:00

"You can stand under my umbrella".

The other day i was sorta catching up with Happy Muhmie (:

HAHA~

short convo but it was a good convo :D

I'm still thinking about this message she left me

" If it was meant to be, it was meant to be."

"Try to save it, if it doesn't work, at least you know you've tried to save it."

Come what may, right?

Muhmie i love youu :D

More enlightened. AHHHH~

I can do it HOOOOO~~~

lmao.

2009-03-28T00:45:00.003+08:00

Disappointed.

just glad enough baby understands me. sigh.
I don't wanna feel or react the same way again.
He knew what happened to me the first time.. feeling it again.
BUT
I won't let it hold me back.
Cause I'm putting my foot down and walking away this time. (:

(: nice song. tee hee.
i feel retarded now. I'm so tired. ;3

Thanks for helping me wash the bird shit off the car baby ~
"Yuuhh daaa bessshhhttt"

2009-03-24T22:19:00.001+08:00

Happy 1.3 dating anniversary baby (:

I want nobody , nobody but you.

2009-03-22T18:06:00.003+08:00

Just for you

JUST cause i love you. (:

2009-03-17T23:13:00.004+08:00

MY LIFE WOULD SUCK WITHOUT YOU.

this picture is CUTE! :D photo taken at Aaron's Grandma's ~ lol.
compliments to baby for his help and skill~ XP

No matter where life brings us,
Where love has taken us,
Whether its a bumpy road, or a smooth road,
a crooked road, or a straight road,
No matter how hurt we have felt, or how happy we've been,
The anger and disappointment we've experienced,
You'll end up finding,
happiness in the end to a whole new beginning.

Save the best for last (:
Grasp at every chance you've got to give your best,
'cause you'll never know when is your last.

Thank you baby for being the best in everything you do.

I may not be the best, cause I have not found myself out yet,
but through time, I'll be the best for you.

Do not think that love, in order to be genuine, has to be extraordinary. What we need is to love without getting tired.
We can do no great things; only small things with great love.
-Mother Theresa-

with love.

2009-03-16T00:18:00.019+08:00

MY BIRTHDAY BOY.

Baby, I hope you had fun on your birthday this year.

@ Mr. Ho's on the 12th. The Eve of his Birthday. (:

1st time there for the both of us, and it was really pleasing (to know I made the right choice to bring him there) and satisfying ( cause the food was DELICIOUS and reasonable).

Mussels.

His Pork Knuckles

My Mixed Grill.

The BEST PART.

THE SURPRISE.

Just look at his face...

(: Even though he has a really good sixth sense, I'm glad he tried his best not to ruin his surprise.
And luckily he was sleepy that his thoughts didn't wander him too far. XD

Still surprised? XD
so cute, yes?

I WANNA THANK EVERYONE THAT NIGHT FOR A GREAT SURPRISE!! (:

I still love the part where you all went "SURPRISE" really loud. XD
haha.
YEAH BABEHH~~

Top L-R :Aaron Goh, Alan, Melvin, Wilson, Godric
Sitting down L-R: Stella, Ivanna, Joanne, Cath , Kim.

Thanks EVERYONE!!! YAY!! Even when you said u couldn't make it, but you tried your best anyway. XD YAY!

Cupcakes anyone?

Nicely decorated by Joanne Lim.

Thanks again to Joanne and Stella for helping out with the cupcakes.

Yeah, i had help. I'm bad at baking and the last time i baked was 2 plus years ago.

Funny thing was i got scolded by my mum cause i sifted caster sugar instead of flour. HAHA!

YEAH, i suck.

But he ate about 10 cupcakes that night XD
and he said it was yummy!
YAY!

But mostly because Joanne did a really good job with making the icing and decorating it.
Seriously, without their help, the cupcakes wouldn't be done in 3 hours.

Baby's mummy help prepare some food for everyone that night too XD

FRIDAY THE 13th.

LUNCH
@ Bdc Seafood.

with friends.

my babe Ivanna couldn't make it ):

Aaron the poser, Gavin the dum dum and Joel :D

Joanne , Stella and Aaron the poser again.

Listening to Baby telling some story or joke.
Kim , Cath and Joanne.

To the right, to the right..

DINNER

@ Rock Road Seafood.

with his family.

Kinda hate the deco on the cake. ):
Seriously i couldn't think of anything.
So, I let the baker do her thing.
Luckily its his favourite cake especially from this lady. (:

His brother loves doing that, i think. LOL

LATE NIGHT.

PARTY.

@ Ipanema.

1st bottle.

then a free drink from Ipa.

Ivanna missed this out too ): I hate u. BLAH. kidding.

Bottom.

Setting it up.
Ready?

Chug Chug Chug!!!

2nd Bottle from everyone.

Pretty Joanne.

This picture is silly.
Stella (with her middle finger)
Melvin (staring at a girl's butt) :OOOHHH SEXY!!
Reff (posing) : ;D
Aaron Goh (trying to look) : Oohh where??
hmm.. this picture is a candid shot. but it does seem that way..

BLAH .. anyway..

Another candid.

Okay.. Finally a good picture, yes?

Mingling..

XD haha. Godric looks soo cute lah! ;3 my brother from another mother and father.. hmm..

(: i like this photo !

Kim, Lizard, Sim, Aaron

Birthday Boy and the Ladies.

Stella and Melvin.

Two pretty ladies beside me...
Cath and Joanne.

Sorry for this lousy photo quality.
LADIES.

THE GUYS.

CUTE!! :D

Another one of my favourite photo.

I hope you had a great birthday baby. (:
I LOVE YOU.

Sorry about the boring update.
I'm tired and class is in 6 hours ):

But those who were there should know how we feel!! AHHHH!!!

Party-licious :D

Today is Sharon Kho Siaw Ying's bday.
My siao sis! :D
Happy birthday JIE!
MASHIMARO!!
haha. thanks for asking ur mummy to make mam mam for me eventhough it was really late.
HAHA!
i lup yew!

2009-03-05T01:17:00.003+08:00

DANCE DANCE.

okay, i was bored and started browsing through Youtube while waiting for Baby to get home.

this girl, Marley is only 10 or 11 when she made this video. She's 12 this year.
SHE'S GOOD.

LOVE THESE SONGS. thats why im posting only these few. XD

sheet.. she's awesome. (:
Makes u feel like dancing ey?

I wish i could. Buttttt , i have two left feet.

If you watched it before, whhooopss... owh well.. blah.

gonna update again soon.
Till i upload pictures into my lappie,
there is nothing much to see but this videos.

2009-03-05T00:32:00.010+08:00

Oohhh... AN UPDATE??

Isn't it obvious?

Hello darlings, dearies, babes, sweeties and people I don't really know.

I AM BORED.

Since classes have started, WE haven't even settled our schedule and paid for our fees..
Ohh, the humanity...

During the 3 months of holidays........

Been doing LOTSA SHEEEEET...

BIRTHDAYS

FAREWELLS
yeah, shit loads of people went "OUT THERE" to further their studies.
SOB.

PARTYING

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there are more pictures
but..
I'm lazy now.

BLAH.

lets save it for the next update XD

it has been a different week. i can't wait for next week!! (:

*thinking of you..

2009-02-18T00:18:00.006+08:00

She loves Him.
for all eternity.

funny how things are.
funny how it may seem,
but you're the cutest thing,
my heart has ever seen.

Thank You for another wonderful Valentines Day.

It may not all be crazy, perfect, superb or excellent,
But I know, you tried your best,..
even without a phone.

Hey Mr. Perfect,
This is how you've reminded me that my life is worth living for.

oh yes, HE FINALLY BLOGGED AFTER NEARLY HALF A YEAR, just for me. (:

-------------> click here <------------

obviously im touched.

here are some pictures,
Valentines / 1 year Anniversary

After work, we went to San - Fransisco Grill.
(:
he bought champagne (brute) for that night.

"Better served cold"

Me, the other side.
Facing....

Him + a complimentary rose from the restaurant. (:

Champagne.

Valentines + Anniversary Gifts.

13 roses. (: ME LOVE!
12 roses for our one year, the 13th...
According to him " A NEW CHAPTER "

damn baby, u are creative.
Oh yes, two lovely cards.
One card is all the way from KL. (tatty bear card)
awww....
he bought it while we were in KL and he was planning for our 1 year + Valentines since Xmas.
XD

sweet.

He said he has never given me a teddy bear before.
AWWWWW~

so he got me a mini one for traveling purposes and BIG BEAR just cause i don't have a bear.
seriously, i have no room to sleep.
and i can't hug my Cupido anymore. ):
But i try my best to hug both Cupido and Big Bear.

he said he's gonna bring me to kopitiam to eat.
& couldn't buy me any flowers this time around.

when i got the mini Pooh, he said, thats all he could afford.

(:

he surprised me yet again.
I LOVE YOU.then, he didn't want to spend the final minutes in the car, so we drove to Friendship Park,
the place where he asked me to be his girlfriend XD

Part of the soft toys on the bed arranged by my little niece, Charleen.

Btw, the roses are very much alive.

I LOVE ROSES!
Baby, you are sooooooo dead.
I wonder how many roses are you gonna get me in 50 years time?
XP
I guess you'll be planting them ey?

shall update on happenings during the last month and so forth.
gosh, i feel lazy.

Bby, I'm sorry for the sudden mood swings,...
Sorry for ruining your mood.
):
I'm a horrible person.
Would you forgive me?

Thank you for tolerating with all my rantings, and me throwing my temper at you or just spoiling your day.

You're the best.

I know you've been feeling down these past few days,
but i cherish every moment spent with you.
Eventhough i do not remember certain things,...
I do try.

2009-02-14T00:42:00.015+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!

情人节快乐
HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY BABY (:

its another special year this year, because i get to spend it with the one i love. (:
the very day, Alvin Yap Mou Hock asked me to be his girlfriend.
Until today, I am STILL very glad to have him by my side.

14.02.08

so fat - -" i still wonder why he chose me... XP

okay, 365 facts about baby, that i should know about throughout the year round.

*okay, maybe i cut it short, cause.....IM TIRED!!! ):

got lots of things to do and prepare! *sob sob*

1.He loves to eat.

2.He loves to cook / create / make good food.

3. He wants to be a chef (: Wanted to be a Culinary Chef XD

4. He is lazy like me.

lol.

5. He hates to wait, but he'd wait for me.
(like he said, 5 hours) :P

6. He loves peanut.

7. He is funny.(DU-UH)

8. He loves to disturb me a whole lot and he said "i like to see your 'face'. "

9. He loves to read about stuff or find out about stuff.
(He knows a lot of sh*t)

10. He can sing well, and plays the guitar well (:

composed and played a song for me for my birthday.
It went "Baby, Happy Birthday, Today is your day..." :D

I LOVE!

11. HE LOVES TO DRINK ALCOHOL.

12. He'd fall asleep before wishing me goodnight.

13. He gets really blur when he's talking while he's driving.

14. He loves to do dum dum things to make me laugh.

15. He can watch tv and ignore me ):

16. He is lazy to blog.

17. HE LOVES MUSIC.

18. He wanted to be a musician.

19. He wanted to be a hair dresser.

20. His favourite website to go to is YOUTUBE.

21. His favourite sport is basketball.

22. He spends the least on himself, but the most on me :P like he said "kiamsiap on himself, but not me or other people"
and those that he loves.

23. He loves to try new things.

24. He was going to leave to KL before i knew him. (I was planning to study in KL too. TAK JADI LAHHH)

25. Heis an optimist.

26. He never looks back at the past.

27. He always think twice before doing something.

28. He dressed up in a Ninja Turtle costume before XD XD (fucking cute kays)

29. Hewas a wild child since he was born.

30. He is hot, sexy and good looking. (even my mum,aunties, his mum's friends, bro's friends..etc think so too) XD

okay, its very obvious to those who know him. haha. sh*t
i had soo many facts in my head about him. don't wanna embarrass him with some too :P

haha.

once i start blogging, i've forgotten everything.
HOW CAN?
sigh.

Baby, you gotta know that you mean a whole lot to me. I may get mad at you most of the time, sometimes i do try to withstand or think twice about how i react, but...i cant.
*SULKS*

I suck to the utmost!
Yeah, i know u're sick of me saying that too.

I'm still the same girl you knew with the least bit confidence, but all i know is that I'm a better person with you.

I've got your back, You've got mine.

(:

You are my angel. Everything I need.
I may not be perfect, but thanks for allowing me to be a part of your life baby.

Life maybe boring at times, adventurous at times, up and down, round and round, whatever it is, I'm glad to go through it with you.

Let's head to KL to study next year, then Melbourne the next. XP

Till then, we shall have more Valentines to come, Xmases, Birthdays, Anniversaries.
:D

With the blessings of my dad and my popo and everyone else up there, i know they'd love to know you if they were around.

You may not be there with me during my past grief, tears, happiness, anger, laughter, memories,..

you made everyday a brighter one.

ni shi wo de xin 福. XD

lol.
love you.

2008-12-29T17:10:00.013+08:00

All i wanna do is dance like there is no tomorrow :D

going to KL in a few hours. IM SOOOO EXCITED!!!!
so im gonna update.. ~

Christmas Dinner with baby (:

XD I LOVE LOVE LOVE!!!

notice the heart?

My roxy goodies!! :D using em' now.

tee hee. (:
2007 xmas. the day we knew what our hearts needed.
Each other.

Xmas pressie from Ivanna~ wuwu~

From Babiatch Caryn :D
tee hee, braclet and heart earring ~
hahaa. cute cutee..

and earrings from Karen.

Thanks a bunch babes! (:
muah muah

My other pressie baby got for me~

SINGAPORE.

@ shokudo Street of Japan

random

Abi, i know u wanted this.

I was bored, wanted to check out the pool in the hotel i stayed in.
Went alone.
The journey there was freaky cause I had to walk pass an empty hallway where the rooms were to the end, then open the door, then take the stairs down *ALONE*
then open another door and two more doors
before reaching.
AND FIND NOBODY!!!
- -"
reached at 10pm, it closed at 10pm.

my AHBENG BRO and me.
gosh, i wish he cut his hair lahh!

Cute mummy and me.

I WANNNTT!! ):
100+ sg.

Cute cap, but my bro said its not worth it. BLAH

FURR COAT.. mmm...
300+ sg.
SIGH!

slimming.. hahaa~
okay, i wore that in sg *minus the fur coat*
and my bro saw a number of guys staring at me *cheekily*
- -"
okay, i didnt notice, i was too busy walking around Sg so i could take baby there next time to KAI KAI :D since he knew his way around KL, i should know my way around SG.

my bro complained to my mum bah. not being perasan. Bahaha! and my bro gave them the "What are you looking at" *stare*
hahaha. so cute lahh!!

I LOVE MY JACKET~bye byeeee~`

HAHAHA. THIS IS FUCKING CUTE!

Came home and its still alive. But now its dead ):

I WAS SOO EXCITED TO GO PICK BABY~
haha. i WOKE UP SUPER EARLY like 6am to prepare..
cause it was assumed that he would be back around 7am.

waited until nearly 11am. - -"
made him walk lah :P
no larr. okay, i dunno where the bus terminal is OKAY?
- -"

but he bought me candy and chocolate.

and this.
SAGO WORMS
YUMMY!!! :D
1st time eating it...
taste like chicken, but
gives the same effect to me when i eat prawns. HAHAA

NYE :D
Mojo
Karen, Jenny *baby* and Joanne

Mojo Chops

Sexy Gwen~

SOHO

Taking picture with the DJ of Mojo
Baby, Amber, Me, Gwen and the DJ.

Went TO and FRO. SOHO to MOJO.. LOTS AND LOTS OF TIMES.

2009

first dinner of 2009.

same face XD

First bbq.

Yummy dessert by Stella :D

Valentines Cookies from Joanne and Stella. :D
I Still want tho ;3
hahahhahaha~
pweashh?

Bball & MAKAN.

okay, i love bball sessions.
great exercise.
better than no exercise.

Meet Nicky.

His rice is FULLLLL of chilly - -"

AHHHH.. yummmmyyyY~~~~~
hand made cookies by Joanne and Stella..
wanna order or not?
:D

Yes,
I AM PROMOTING..

SERIOUSLY ITS YUMMY~
and now, can put ur name/ lover's name on it. :D

WENT TO MAKAN AGAIN the other day
ordered the LARGEST TEH TARIK PENG everrr..
and shared

big?

okay, it seems bigger when i hold it.
SIGH..

GOOD NIGHT PEOPLE!~~~~
KL KL~~
pack pack..
shopp shoppp
:D
I LOOVEEE~~~~

2008-12-29T02:35:00.003+08:00

I LOVE SHOPPING~ (:

its fucktastic (:

MORE PLEASE? :D

lol.

Will update again on Xmas Dinners, Xmas Eve, and my Singapore trip

Now, I'm just waiting for baby to come back into my arms. ;3

He has flu, tummy ache and hearing problem.
Sigh, I'm gonna bring him to the clinic.

He says its "iseriouslymissmybabysomybodyisbreakingdowntogetmebackhomefaster" syndrome.

haha. he's so fuggin adorable to the max (:

Gonna exercise my fat off i got in SG ): blah.

2008-12-24T22:54:00.002+08:00

I'm so addicted to..all the things you do

Merry Christmas everyone. (:

I'll be heading off to Singapore in a few hours.

I'm seriously enjoying my Christmas eve, eventhough it was short, but baby gave me a lot of surprises.. (: 12 roses in a shape of a heart and Roxy handbag and wallet! (x AHHH~ omg.. lol.

I shall post up pictures after i get back. (:

Hope all of u are enjoying xmas as much as i did.

Btw, its our 1 year dating anniversary ~

Muahs muahs.

One year ago, i asked him to be my date on this special day. Okay, i know it is weird, a girl asking a guy...pfftt... who cares?

All i know is that i don't wanna be alone... (;

YEP, and weirdly enough, he agreed.

Through all the sadness, tears and depression i was going through, there was a slight (actually a whole lot) of happiness (i don't know why then)

BUT NOW I KNOW...

Till now, I've never stopped falling for him.

Baby, i love you so much! Though we will be in two different parts of the earth, ( Me in Sg , Him in Bintulu) , but always know that I'm always missing you dearly *can die okay?*

I'd always call you, so you don't have to trouble yourself by reloading rm50. HAHA!

Missing you already, sleeping pig. (x

Muahs muahs.

Will be going clubbing soon. After my piggy wakes up.

Sigh~

2008-12-18T03:16:00.005+08:00

SUPERHUMAN

[Chris:]
Weak
I have been crying and crying for weeks
How'd I survive when I can barely speak
Barely eat
On my knees

[Keri:]
But that's the moment you came to me
I don't know what your love has done to me
Think I'm invincible you see
Through the me
I used to be

[Chorus:]
[Chris:]
You changed my whole life
[Keri:]
Don't know what your doing to me with your love
[Chris:]
I'm feeling all Super human
You did that to me
Super human heart beats in me
[Both:]
Nothing can stop me here with you, superhuman
Super human
[Chris:]
Super human
[Keri:]
Super human

[Chris:]
Strong
Since I've been flying and righting the wrongs
Feels almost like i had it all along
I can see tomorrow
[Keri:]
But every problem is gone because
I flew everywhere with love inside of me
It's unbelievable to see
How love could set me free

[Chorus:]
[Both:]
You changed my whole life
Don't know what your doing to me with your love
I'm feeling all Super human
You did that to me
Super human heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you, superhuman
Super human
[Chris:]
Super human

[Chris:]
Its not a bird
Not a plane

[Both:]
Its my heart and its gonna go away

[Both:]
My only weakness is you
Only reason is you
Every minute with you I feel like I can do
Anything

[Chorus:]
[Both:]
Going going I'm going away
In love
You changed my whole life
Don't know what your doing to me with your love
I'm feeling all Super human
You did that to me
Super human heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you, superhuman
Super human
[Chris:]
Super human

*yep, u did that to me, about one year ago (: and i'm thankful you came to my rescue ~ it may have not been weeks that i was down and under, but i know that you replaced a new heart in me right away. i never healed this fast. SUPERHUMAN :D! sorry for my mood swings. i think i need a new emotion box. mine seems to be broken. XD lol. replace a new one for me? btw, thanks for the shopping date today. Totally love it, and i totally love you*

2008-12-17T22:40:00.002+08:00

I WANNA SAY THESE WORDS TO YOU

2008-12-17T03:18:00.004+08:00

THIS CHRISTMAS, WILL BE, A VERY SPECIAL CHRISTMAS, FOR MEEEE~~

oh yes, our 10 month anni pic (:
my cutie pie.
why ur cheekbones so high geh? ;3

he drew this cute kitteh for me!! (:
it says, " You can haz me fiss(fish) 4 christmas"
keke~

last day at the shop.
i drew this~

on the shot glass XD *back*

*front*
PENGUIN~ haha
snoww mann~ *before
after~~ ^ ^

*before*

*after*
wheee~

i'm so in a christmas mood~ hiakss~

today, baby made sushi~ for me
yummy yummy!
mummy said can sell to people already~
XD
tee hee~

he said he made it cause i got mad at him ;3
BUT ITS YUMMY! but i can't eat much ): sowee~

Went to meet up with Karen, Joanne and Stella at mcD
to take the kong pia Joanne tapao-ed back~
wooo.. soo sweet..
she tapao so many~
nyum nyum
lookie~
baby went and heat it up for me~ yay~
tenkiuzz~ XD muah muah.
he made it extra yummy~ *heated with love* LOLOL~
its my second time eating kong pia btw.
1st time at Song Kheng Hai and
this is my second time, real nice kong pia from SIBUU~

AND I RECEIVED A PRESSIE~ XD

I SHALL NOT OPEN IT BEFORE XMAS. (:
cause im a good girl
THANKS STELLA AND JOANNE!! ~ XD
HUGGIES~ MWAH~

Chanel so cute lah~ tee hee.
very "eh neh" (pampered)
lol
and tamjiak like Stella said.

ME TOO BABY (:

OMIGOSH~ i can't wait for christmas eve lah~
dududu~~

and new year eve.
XD

2008-12-16T15:40:00.004+08:00

ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS (STILL) YOOUUUUU~~~
i miss you.
&
i'm sorry ):

BEFORE (23rd December 2007)
AFTER (25th December 2007)

you're alot fairer now :P
love you~

2008-12-12T23:08:00.008+08:00

Can't keep my hands out the cookie jar.

Yummy cookies made by
Joanne, Karen, Stella XD
bought these for baby.
one packet for rm3 and 2 packets for rm5.
lol.

and he got these for me.. hahaha. XD
yum yum!

woke up this morning before my alarm rang. - -"
so i woke up around 8 plus, scratched my nose a bit,
and it started to bleed - -" wtf
so i went to toilet to get tissue, so at the same time,
i went to pee pee :D
my period came too. wtf.
the moment i sat down. BLAH!
so, there i am, bleeding at two ends. BAHAHA!

had a bad tummy ache again - -" sigh. luckily i didn't vomit lah.
Baby bought HOT milo for me.
Tenkiukk sho much baby. (:

went to open the shop.
Yep, i'm helping out.
Just for two days while my sis in law is away.

Baby drew this.

"Christmas came early this year.."

"Huo Huo Huo!"
lol. Chinese version of Santa Claus. Hiak hiak XD

He drew this too~ LOL.
"Are yoz santa kloz?" XD
so cute. lol.
he drew "Motto Motto" too.
the hippo from madagascar. but i didn't take the photo! :P

The other day baby's mummy and aunty bought some stuff for me to eat :D
so i can get better from hfm - -"

Yummy sweet seedless grapes from his aunty.

Tao hu hua :D
yummy! from his aunty too.

Oranges from his mummy. Australian Navel oranges. :D

Went to eat with my mum and cousins at Bangkok Thai.
So i don't eat Tom Yam. cause i don't like it. blek.
So instead, i drank Sharks fin soup - -"
okay, not my fault that i can't eat it too coz of the ulcer on my tongue.

cost rm20 - -" what a rip off. quite big but salty la.
I'll be bald very soon~

Went to some early christmas gathering with my mum.
Invited by her friend.
XD
mummy ask me to bring baby.

The house so big owh. XD
made friends with a lot of older people~
woooowooo~
They are all really friendly.
I think most Christians are really really friendly.
Esp those who goes to church or are always active in gatherings and such.

some of them are lecturers from Swinburne. - -"
okay, luckily i'm not taking engineering. XD

Baby used to be in engineering, not anymore.

My mummy watching mamma mia with the little kids :P
and some adults. haha. so cute!

It was a cowboy theme. So they did the cowboy dance.
I didn't join coz i've got two left feet. I can't dance. XD
I'll get confused. HAHA!!
Baby didn't go too. Cause he said, "I don't wanna look gay" - -"
But my mummy went. haha!! :D so cute lah!!

XD somehow my holidays haven't really started yet.
Can't wait till xmas.
Till then, i'm busy earning some cash to buy pressies.
And most importantly, baby's pressie.
BLAH!
hope it works out!!
):
I NEED MORE JOBS TO DO~

Gotta sleep soon.
But its sooo early lah!!

but i have to wake up early tmr. Somehow i feel like its gonna be a rough day tmr.
Since, i forgot where is what, what is where at the shop.

:3

Okay, i maybe a few minutes late but...

HAPPY 3rd MONTH ANNI TO BANANA TING AND HER GORILLA

lol.
sorry im such a bad bestie - -"
i got the dates wrong lah. ADUH!

I'm sorry Caryn Ling to not bring u out to mam mam when u were hungry.
I was sleepy. HOHO!
next time u really want me to wake up,
PLAN SOMETHING that will really happen,
CALL ME to tell me the plans - time,place etc
THEN I WILL WAKE UP!

OKAY?

I' m such a pig........
BUT I LOVE SLEEPING, HOW? :P

SHEEESHAAAAA..
babyyyyy!!!! i miss yewww :P

Okay, i'm such a fattie.
Baby jogged, peanut jogged, Baby's mummy , aunty , daddy jogged.
ME? AT HOME SLEEP XP

very soon he wouldn't wanna look at me already.
He kept looking at hotties. SOB.
even if he told me that i looked cute, pretty bla bla bla...
don't believe lah.
He always say the sweetest things. HMPF. i wont fall for it.
Im not that dumb :P
even if i am.. but im smart when im with him! hahaahaha....

OKAY.

i'll show u har..
before and after pics.
This is the cause of feeling the love.
YEP.

BEFORE.

when i was still going to the gym, exercising, jogging, dieting.

On the 25th December.

AFTER
No workout, no diet just makan.

OMFG.
this is the fattest pic among all. that i had to keep.
The rest i DELETE.
never really camwhored anymore.
SOBS.
fat bah.
i won't really keep any of the pictures i take. ):

DOUBLE CHIN OKAY.
really depressing.
nvm, already started diet. HIAK HIAK.

OH YES.....My 3rd bro got this for me! AWESOMENESS!

baby thinks its ahlien coz there are too many bubutflies on the jacket. SOB ):
but i think its nice.
GOLD BUBUTFLIES from perth
I forgot what brand, but he said its some surfer brand. :D
wheee~
Addicted to jackets :D jumpers, and hoodies.
gonna get more. blek blek.
MAYBE LAH.